Blue Bloods

Trust your gut. It's a funny thing about decisions, you don't seem to need to talk yourself into the right ones

¿Y tu qué sabes del amor si nunca has dado un beso en la frente?

"Life is nothing but a competition to be the criminal rather than the victim."

Bertrand Russell

Truth is we don't want to go down without hurting others, we don't want to lose without causing some damage first, we don't want to be martyrs.

So when we are hurt, we strike back, when we are offended, we insult back, when we are going down, we go down fighting.

Real useful for war, not so useful for real life.

Because like it or not we are humans, and when we hurt people they haunt us, when we injure someone they don't let us sleep and when we fight the people on our side, we hurt ourselves.

So here I am, realizing that of all the people that I could hurt, I chose myself and of all the people that could hurt me, I allowed myself.

De mentiras

¿Sabes ese momento maravilloso en el que dices la verdad y sin importar las consecuencias, ni lo que suceda luego, sientes que te quitaste un peso de encima?

Bueno, así me siento, como si me hubiera quitado un peso de encima, como si ahora pudiera simplemente dejar todo atrás, dije la verdad, ya no es mi problema, ahora es tuyo, tú decides lo que haces con ella, yo hice todo lo que pude.

Y es maravilloso, puedo hacer con mi vida lo que quiera sabiendo que no estoy mintiéndole a nadie.

No lo entiendo, últimamente vivir conmigo es una sorpresa constante.

Lo confieso, la mitad de mis reacciones me toman completamente fuera de base y la mayoría de mis actos son total y completamente espontáneos, lo cual sinceramente es complicado para alguien que siempre piensa todo lo que hace. Sin contar con que cuando creo que voy a llorar no lloro y cuando creo que no me va a afectar, me afecta.

Esto de ser mujer no es tan divertido.

I'll wait.

No if, no but, no maybe, no nothing. I'll wait.

Not because I know you are worth it, not because I believe you will show up someday, not because I have a feeling you won't dissapoint me.

I do it because I trust, I trust the one being who has never let me down, I trust the there's an ending to the story, I trust.

Every once in a while I write a post like this one, because I'm afraid that I might forget