I could, you know?

I was asked directly, are you going to the university on "easter"?

I couldn't lie, so I said the truth, no, the university doesn't open

And now I could, I could just go and pretend I can let go, pretend I can not-care about everything back here, yes, I could... but I don't believe it would be worth it...

I suck, don't I?

I would rather ....

Nothing like a phone call to remember...

Maybe I would be better here, you know sleeping, and doing nothing, alone?

And not dealing with religious drama which lately has become unbearable...

It is so much easier lying on the phone....

Yes sometimes I lie, it'so much easier