I'd close my eyes more often
I'd tell the truth to the few that mattered
And lie a lot more to those who don't
I'd realize that living two half lives doesn't make one whole.
I'd tell people what I feel, when I feel it
And I would stop being a coward
The only but is this all requires for me to be a totally different person, which I can honestly say I'm trying to be, without any success at all if I may add.