About trying

You think I don't understand.
You think I don't get it.
But the truth is I do.
I get it.
You feel like you have no right to even try.
Deep down you feel you don't deserve it.
You feel it doesn't matter how much you want it, it's not yours to keep.
But you know what?
I wish you would try. At least try.
Try and be the person I know you are, even if you keep trying your best to deny it everytime.
Try and do things right, just try.
Because I happen to know, you are not trying.