martes, 7 de septiembre de 2010

About a certain graduation

I feel like such a screw up, everyone's criticizing me over every decision I make or don't make, it seems that everyone has an opinion and none of mine are correct
So yeah, this whole graduation thing is starting to be a huge pain in the ass, I'm not doing enough and when I do it's not the right thing to do, the stupid restaurant, the dress, the shoes, the purse, (what the hell? I have to wear a purse?) the invitations, e v e r y s i n g l e t h i n g
So yeah, everything is screwed up, starting with my face thanks to the stress, apparently studying I can deal with, students and teachers who are smarter than God, I can deal with, my mom, dresses, restaurants, shopping, fights, stupid fights, I can not.
So I am giving up, I'm buying a dress I like, and not going to care about what the people in the ceremony think, because guess what, I'm never going to see them again.
I am chosing the cheapest restaurant, because well, it's as good criteria as any other.
But most of all, I'm not going to obsses over a graduation, that's all it is, the only defining point in the whole day is the stupid diploma.
So yeah, I'm done, screw this, screw every stupid cliche regarding graduations, but most of all screw every single person who has given me their unwanted opinion, thank you, I appreciate it, I know you all need to control everything but guess what, I could not care less.

I'm done caring, I'm done fighting, I'm done giving my opinion, I will do things my way, and whoever does not like it can go and screw themselves.

2 comentarios:

  1. Yo recuerdo que para mí 'graduarme' era haber pasado la tesis. La ceremonia... siempre lo tomé como algo para mis papás.

    Sentía como no fuera yo quien se graduara, sino ellos.

  2. Pues yo me contento con el diploma =) más allá de eso... no tiene importancia =D